Over the Memorial Day weekend I went to a barbeque and found myself sitting with some friends of the host. Since I arrived late, they stopped their conversation and welcomed me warmly into the group. I expected them to go back to their conversation once I squeezed in among them with my plate of potato salad and grilled chicken, but to my surprise they wanted to know about me, including how I knew the host.
I don’t like talking about myself, but I set my plate down and explained. Then they asked what I do for a living, so I told them I work at a university. They knew I moved from New York, so they asked me how I like California. When people ask that, I know they expect to hear about snow, but the snow never really bothered me. So I nodded and said the Bronx can be pretty rough. I said “rough” on purpose to give me barbeque cred. It worked. They asked how I like the neighborhood. That’s when things got complicated, since I know the area. I’ve lived in it on and off since 1981 and knew about the Sears store where Safeway currently stands. That threw them a bit.
I’ve been renting my place for a year and a half. So, although I am new, I remember not just Sears but the A&W that used to be down the street and the Oak Room bar, where my father would go for a beer when he came out to California to visit me. That was during my first move to the Golden State. I am also new to the university but taught there for ten years and attended as a graduate student prior to that. I have moved within California more than half-a-dozen times. And I have done all of this without being in the military, although I did get a physical at the Army Induction Center in Oakland at one point in my life, but that’s another blog post.
Let me add that I have complicated my life even more by having a dozen bank accounts, seven email addresses, three search engines, two Twitter accounts, two screenplays, one stage play, a business, and a blog that has expanded to a podcast. Of course, I am happy about the blog, Mittwoch Matinee, and the Blog Pod. To paraphrase a particular, pop culture figure on closets or storage or some such thing, they bring me joy. But they also bring complication. And there’s the rub. At least it was with my neighbors.
Home-keeping youth have ever homely wits.
The Two Gentlemen of Verona, 1.1.2
As I sat there, talking about the streets I’ve lived on and the places I’ve been, I realized it must have sounded crazy to the group. I know it did. One even joked that I must be wanted by Interpol. I didn’t mean to be evasive or vague. It’s just that I have been a rolling stone for most of my life. I have moved from New York to Pennsylvania to California to Maryland to California to Virginia to New York and back to California with frequent stops in between. Sort of like the B train in the Bronx, which is the opposite of a bee line.
Believe it or not, this was an epiphany for me as I sat there staring into my potato salad, especially since I like to believe I live simply with few needs and less clutter. Maybe I do. But the way I got here has been anything but direct, so much so that I wonder if straight lines actually exist (see “You Get Used to It”). Wasn’t that the point of Einstein’s theory, that lines bend, even lines of light? Maybe that’s just my take on relativity. Or my excuse for how I have lived my life.
Questions remain. Is it better to stay or go? Have I been wandering in a spiritual desert à la Moses all this time? Was Shakespeare’s Valentine right in The Two Gentlemen of Verona when he told his friend, Proteus, that “Home-keeping youth have ever homely wits”? The funny thing is that I played Proteus in college. Unlike him, I have not kept home. I’ve been traveling, and the road has been anything but smooth.
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