I have a tapeworm. I don’t know where it came from or why it’s here, but it has burrowed its way into the bowels of my apartment. Unlike its intestinal cousin, this tapeworm is not an actual worm, although I am convinced that it belongs to the family sidus vermis foraminis, or space wormhole, because of its unique, space-time properties.
These properties, and the trickster consciousness behind them, have been toying with me ever since my move to California became a reality, a move that I am now engaged in fully. “What in God’s name is he going on about this time?” you ask.
Here’s what I am going on about. I lead a simple life. I don’t own a car, television, Apple watch, video game, or Alexa. I live in a one-bedroom walk-up and rarely eat out. I don’t use up things, either. I still have a can of shaving cream I bought in Italy twenty years ago. My three-speed Schwinn is forty years old. I can show you the owner’s manual if you’d like.
Some might call that eccentric. I prefer to think of myself as “disinterested,” which is a Jesuit-inspired trait that prevents me from becoming too focused on material goods. Those who teach marketing may be shaking their heads at this, but disinterest has helped me stay unattached to things. In fact, I have tried smoking more times than you’d believe, but it has never stuck. Too bad; I like smoking.
This is a problem, because I am packing boxes in preparation for the movers and have had to make three extra trips to Rite Aid for packing tape. Each time, I buy multiple roles yards and yards long. Now, I have to do it again. Thank God Rite Aid is half a block away and open all night. This time, I will look for the biggest, longest, sturdiest role of packing tape they have. It will be the “Mother Of All Packing Tape” (MOAPT) and will send the tapeworm, as it were, packing.
Do not mock me. My possessions are already doing so, and I do not need more ridicule. They scamper out of dressers, closets, cupboards, every dust-filled recess in my apartment, and from underneath sinks. They devour the tape, which I yank out of the serrated, red dispenser at arm’s length in screeching, furious movements as I stuff my valuables into cardboard boxes, also serrated, and wrap them.
Through another trick of the cosmos, the more I sell, donate, or throw out, the more things accumulate and the greater the need for more boxes and tape. Nothing can stop this tapeworm. Soon, it will grow so big that it will ooze out of my kitchen window onto the fire escape and envelop the apartment below à la The Blob. What’s going on here?
I’ll tell you what’s going on. The only plausible explanation is that I am living in the Twilight Zone. I know this, because something cannot come from nothing. It has to come from something else, which is a concept dating back to Parmenides (515 BC) and the pre-Socratics. The tapeworm cannot devour more and more tape even as I reduce my possessions to as few as possible. It is a logical impossibility unless, of course, you believe the tapeworm to be of supernatural origin.
How could it not be? And since I am a believer in the visible and invisible–why else would it have embedded itself in my apartment in the first place?–I have to get rid of it through preternatural means. There can be no other cure. Otherwise, one day they will find my mummified body wrapped in enough packing tape to reach the moon and back.
How will I do this? Through disinterest, of course, which means I have to let the tapeworm have its way and use up an entire Rite Aid warehouse of packing tape if it so desires. Or, at least, I have to convince the tapeworm that I am disinterested. Maybe if I don’t look at it directly. Or whistle. Then again, I could play dirty and come back with duct tape instead. At this point, I’m not beyond playing hard to get.
It might be time for a nap.
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